Crazy Kitty Love

Confessions of a cat lady…..

Gone

on June 17, 2013

Gone

It is funny how life changes at the drop of a hat. One day, I was in a seemingly happy relationship and the next day he is gone. This break up is especially hard since there is no fighting involved. It doesn’t help that I did not want this break up and to be honest, I am not sure why he did either. Sure, we had our problems, but who doesn’t? We rarely fought and did everything together. We are best friends. Regardless of all the why, who, how’s and if’s that are running through my head, one obvious fact remains: I am single. Again. For the past three days, I have woken up alone. I chat with my cats, but man, it is LONELY when one is faced with living alone again. This whole weekend was a blur, but I did manage to buck up and force myself to go to the Nor California Pirates festival. My sister and her family were going and my friend met me there too. It definitely took my mind off of things for a few hours. I just need to learn how to be single again and how to treat my best friend like a best friend and not a lover. It is so hard when all I want is him here.

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