Crazy Kitty Love

Confessions of a cat lady…..

Happy Days

Chip & I

Disneyland makes me happy.  So, does Disney World…but I live in California, so I have easier access to the Mouse house in Anaheim.  My husband & I are annual pass holders so we go quite often….every two months or so.   I’ve just recently started collecting the headband ears & we also collect pins.   I feel like we really bonded over our love for Disney,  We both long to go there on most days and seem happy and in love on the days that we are there.  It is a very unique thing that is hard to describe.  I hear a lot of people complaining about the price increase and how it is for rich people.  We are not rich, but it is worth it for us to go.    I hope that we can always share the special love of Disney that we have together.

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Ex’s & Oh, Oh, Oh’s

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Along with marrying my husband, I gained 2 teenagers (13 & 16) & a hellish ex wife.   It isn’t a fresh divorce or anything.  It is 10 years old and she has been in several other relationships and even has another child with someone else.   We have the 13 year old most of the time and the 16 year old comes and goes.  They are not incredibly young children.

But their mother loves to make our lives MISERABLE! 

Everything is an issue with her.

It is simply maddening that it can’t be a simple thing.  She is an absolute control freak and just unbearable to deal with.  Plus, she is quite the scamp.  You would think with 3 children there would be some discretion to her actions.  She cheated on my husband when they were married….then soon after was living with her soon to be new baby daddy.   Then cheated on him and the SAME day that he moved out, the new guy moved in.   She did stay with him for 4 years, then a few weeks ago kicked him to the curb.  The same day he moved out, a new guy was introduced to the kids and now she is moving in with him.

What is WRONG with people?

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Pillbox for a Princess

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First things first.  I am not a princess.    But you would think I am with all of the investigations and shopping that I have done in search of the perfect pillbox.   Currently, I am pre op & taking 4 different vitamins a day (some 3 times a day), Post op, I will be double, & maybe tripling that number.  I am having a hell of a time remembering them now!   At 8:30 every night, my alarm goes off and I take 4 vitamins then.  I am supposed to take 1 in the morning and two at lunch….THIS is where my problem lies.  Currently, I have one pill box at home and I am just remembering to pocket my two lunch vitamins…but i need something better so I have been over analyzing pill boxes to the extreme!   I’ve contemplated having one at my desk and then 2 at home for AM & PM.   I’ve also seen some cool ones that have individual days & compartments.

Anyone out there have one that they love to recommend to me?

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Don’t Get Too Skinny

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Most people that I have told about my upcoming surgery have been supportive.  I have had a few people say “oh….that’s cool, but don’t get too skinny“.    I have always been a big girl & was shopping in the Pretty Plus section at Sears as a little girl.  I don’t know how it is to be skinny, as I have never been small.  I currently weigh 301 lbs, my heaviest weight being 330 lbs.    It’s not that i don’t like the way that i look now, but i want to be healthier.  I want to be able to cross my legs, sit in chairs and ride rides without worry.   I like the way 200 lbs looks on people, but even that it considered overweight.   Currently, I am afraid of not being able to hide behind myself and my weight jokes and I am also afraid of losing my big boobs.  lol…I’ve always been a “curves are better” type of girl.   BUT STILL, I can’t imagine myself any smaller that 200 lbs.

But what if i do?

Would being 165 or 150 lbs kill me?  Would i be unattractive?   Would my husband be disappointed?

NO, probably not.

But I would be healthier than i am now.  Isn’t that the end goal anyway?

I must learn to love myself on this journey at any size.

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